While scrolling through Instagram this morning, this hit me like a bag of nickels:
Everyday is a struggle.
We remember the painful lessons of our errors, carrying the fear of repeating them with us daily.
I remember the day I started lying about my feelings...
I didn't plan to lie, it just came out. I have felt trapped by that lie ever since.
It left a void, an emptiness, a scab...
The wound is deep.
No energy to climb or leap...
Fear arrests me; life hijacked -
Lights are gone. It's pitch black.
How do I get out?
I'm losing this bout.
Fear says, "no more fight?"
but in seeps a beam of light!
Deuces fear, I've had enough!
Let me live, free of your cuffs.
Started picking up the pieces,
Lord God, be my adhesive!
...from a scab to a scar, an imperfection, a reminder.
Hurt. Heed. Heal.
#Free2Flee
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