October 19, 2015

Confessions



That moment when you wish you could go back in time because you ____________________.



2. I will fail you, though not intentionally, but because you have an expectation.
3. Bacon is my bff. It comforts me without judgement and makes everything better. 
4. In a battle with depression; I will win the war. 
5. I intercede for you more than you know.
6. I am a habitual quitter. (I will blog about this later).
7. My heart gets my feelings hurt.
8. Calm is something that I am NOT, unless in a stressful situation. #Oxymoron
9. Trying to manipulate me will end us. 
10. I get weary...in fact, I am weary right now. #BreakthroughBound
11. I have changed a lot, but have more changes to make.
12. My loyalty has an expiration date. (Thanks Tyrese)
13. I am innately inquisitive. I need to understand...
14. My request is that you are authentic with good vibes.
15. I will eventually forgive you, but I will not see you the same (work in progress).
16. My weaknesses include my faith, my children, my finances and my career.
17. My strengths include my faith, my children, my finances, and my career. 
18. I am not going back - MOVING FORWARD ONLY!
19. I love my prayer partners!!!
20. My friends call me Pistol. 
21. Either I am all in or all out. #NoInBetween
22. I work to prevent the fire, rather than put it out.
23. You'll miss me when I am gone.

25. Judged by many, liked by few.
26. I am a leader, like it or not...NO TITLE NEEDED. 
27. I see a lot more than I say. Timing is key!
28. I have insecurities, but they DO NOT define me!
29. I place an insurmountable amount of pressure on myself. #EsOnMyChest
30. Striving to be better, so over the cycles of life.



Pray. Purge. Pursue.


Prayer: Father, my faith is being tested; my mind is in battle, but my heart belongs to You! 
My Spirit is whole, happy, and healthy. My name is Victory. If You be for me, who can be against me? Kneeling before You when I am too weak to stand on Your word. #Confession











October 2, 2015

Tape Deck



Remember these???

Record.
Creating memories, 
Moment by moment, hour by hour,
Wanna run that back, but no man has that power.
Lessons learned, but not without pain.
Emotionally scarred, you cannot feign.

Rewind.
Just. Stuck., not a good place to be.
Looking back, what do you see?
Consider the impact of this button...
Oh the many changes you could summon.

Play.
Activate auto-pilot - SSDD!
Rise. Eat. Work. Sleep. 
Ugly truth untold, as beautiful lies unfold;
Suppressing reality without notion
Tirelessly, going through the motions.
"I'm leaving!", you scoff,
Everyone will be better off.
A cooler head prevails, cleaner heart unveiled. 
Dealt with those emotions, thank God He never fails.

Fast Forward.
No more auto-pilot, fresh off of pause,
Purged, cried. cleansed yet still flawed.
With those wounds sutured, look to the future.

Stop.
Compare not thyself, looking around.
Search within, look upward, adjust your crown. 
Withdraw, you have limits.
Renew, rebuild, refresh - mind, body, & Spirit!

Eject.
That is all.



#RunThatBack

October 1, 2015

Thankful Thursday Thought




Begin October with gratefulness..




Create 
reminders
of
God's
faithfulness...
~Dr. Charles Stanley



#GiveThanks