Worthy Wednesday

"Faith is like film; it's developed in the dark." ~Unknown

It's Hump Day folks! Hope you had a Worthy Wednesday.

What qualifies you as worthy? 

You determine your worth, whether physical, emotional, financial, or spiritual. 

Do you believe you're worthy?

For many years, I failed to believe I was worthy. I didn't think I was worthy of being loved, promoted, appreciated, respected, or happy. I allowed society to dictate my worthiness. Society said I was too dark, needed many degrees, had to be meek, had to be thin, and needed to meet a certain status to be worthy. While I do believe there are levels to this ish, I now determine my worth. 

I am okay with my imperfections. I have few insecurities, who doesn't? I love the skin I'm in...all 5'5", 180 pounds, of chocolate goodness & emotional craziness. Yes, I have crazy moments. I lose myself in my emotions, TEMPORARILY. I have to feel and embrace what I feel. One of my close friends calls me P&P aka Panic & Pissed. I immediately panic, expecting the worst, then I'm pissed when I learn it's something simple that we can work through. Hey, I am human after all (LOL).

Know this about me, when I say I am for you - I'm all in. I have learned to give freely, so much so, that it has become a fault or weakness, but still I'm worthy of all the things I desire and reciprocation...even when mistreated and misunderstood. Know this too, because I am worthy, you will miss me when I am gone.

"I yearn for genuine connections and honest energy. That's what I need. That's all I really need." -Alex Elle

I have love and I am truly happy. I have a few kinks to work out, but no reality show nor social media site will determine my worth. I will lose weight one day (SOON). I won't get taller or lighter though...oh well. I have a degree finally and a career. A family that I couldn't imagine life without, but I need a break from every now & then. 

I  am worthy; I was all along. 

See your worth. Live on  purpose. Be your dream. 

Change the way you think about you, the world, life, God...

  

Writing this blog has been on my to do list for years and I am finally doing it. Bearing it all, being vulnerable, getting stronger, and hopefully encouraging others. A book is sure to follow...

Trust, I am going next level...because God said so. 

"For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" says Romans 3:23. It says nothing about making excuses. We will never be perfect, but we can be worthy in His eyesight. 

All of your struggles, tears, pain, make you worth it, 

Communicate. Character. Capacity. 

#KnowYourWorth